My My My……..Mind

I really want to remain pure

As I see you walking through the door

However, these emotions I must ignore

You ain’t tried to step on my floor

So I dig deep

Inside me

Praying to the God with in me

People think I’m crazy

Because I desire emotional purity

They want to drive me crazy

Saying, “It’s not natural to not like someone”.

But, I’m not yours

Your not mine

So therefore, like the backseat of a Maybach

I recline

Gotta keep Jesus on my mind

These emotions I reserve for my husband

This place in my heart is on guard

It’s already deceitful

It will have my emotions creepin’

Putting your last name on the back of mine

Holding hands

Wedding bells

These emotions be on their grind

Yup its him this time

Different dude every week

Different styles my eyes like to peep

Confusion in my brain

Didn’t I like that other dude yesterday

Ohh yea and Talib from last week

Yup

Remember your flesh

“He’s the one”

His style is crazy

Ohh and please say the “Baby”

So I wait

I wait

Though it feels like forever

I wait

Dr. Lindsay said “I am worth the wait”

I need a royal priest

Not a King of the Street

A brotha who loves God more than me

Can teach me and love me

A brother I’m honored to submit too

Because He loves me like Christ loves the church

Gotta keep that in the front of my mind

Everytime

My mind wonders to the next dude in line

Yes, He is ohh so fine

Lord help me keep these brothas off my mind

This isn’t sexual

That’s a different course

This is emotional purity

I gotta press by force

But why can’t I just give in and let my mind and emotions light the torch

It will set a fire to my heart

Leaving me brokenhearted like Brandy

Or bustin windows like Jazmine Sullivan

Leaving me in like by myself

Or chilling with a brotha who don’t know Christ from a horse

I’d rather wit till

“Shawty swings my way”

Oh wait that was back in the day

O.k.

That’s just an average day

Emotional Purity

The Christina Faith way

Class dismissed Sexual Purity will be on another day

New Final Cut Pro Work

Hey all check out this new video I complied for Destiny Church. What do yo think? Would you like this service  or know of someone or organization that does/will?

 

How Not To Lead

I stayed up last night to catch the finale of Making the Band and yet again Diddy taught me how not to lead. I really sympathize for these girl because now they really are damaged. I understand they were having issues all secular girl groups do. It’s a fact! I pray for their salvation and revelation of J.C. “Wasted Talent” a song I wrote 3 years ago was inspired by them. They have an incredible talent however it is definitely wasted. Look for “Damaged Remix” by Christina Faith. I got a twist I am going to put on it. November 08 it will be available on Myspace for free download.

Tell me what you think about how Diddy handled this situation. How would you change it? 

Planting Seeds?

I’ve been battling with the media within myself since I came to Christ. Media is my passion it’s my desire. It was my idol worship when I was not in the kingdom. I really struggled and continue to struggle with it. Trey Songz has this great song. Production, vocal arrangement and the composition are incredible. I truly can not deny it. However, the question is what seeds are being planted. Is it just music? I/we desire marriages that are healthy and monogamous until death do us part are we planting seeds of infidelity when listening to certain music?

Trey Songz- Last Time (2007)

[Verse]
‘Cause if she catch me with you
(she gon’ kill us).
These hotel rooms is lookin’ too familiar.
Your love is so, so serious.
Girl you keep me comin’ …back, back that is,
I be with her thinkin of you.
I be with you thinkin of her, my boo.
She just don’t deserve this,
ain’t nobody perfect,
but I just can’t take no more cuz[Chorus]
I’m livin’ two different lives,
one girl in the day, you at night.
And even though this ain’t right,
I just can’t get enough of the way you put it down.
You really got me trippin’
hold up baby girl don’t talk, just listen.
Let’s just make love,
girl for the last time.
Yup, I said the last time,
Girl this is the last time,
all caught up.
And it’s time to put it down.
You really got me trippin’
hold up baby girl just listen,
this is the last time.

 

Prayer for Diddy

So I figured that I would put a post up every week of a celebrity that we can be praying for. While in service today my heart really started crying out for Sean Combs. He has everything the world can offer but we Christians know He is missing the most important relationship in life! Therefore, let’s pray for P. Diddy Combs that his lifestyle becomes disgusting to him and he desires to use his gifts for the Kingdom Agenda! Pray that he be won to Christ and those who have been praying for him will see the fruit of their prayers.

2 fingaz,

C.faith

Am I A True Bond Servant?

So I have been doing a lot of self examination. Questioning where I am personally in the faith. Like Da Truth said, “I am older in the faith now outgrown baby gap”. It is so true but I find myself struggling with the same stuff now and it really ticks me off. So I pray, I fast, I read, I confess etc. and I get this great surge and then weeks later it comes back. It’s really an internal struggle but I am learning how to resist it and let the enemy flee. I find that we often hold onto things because its comfortable and many times people relate to it. 

I have been meditating on Romans 1:1. I have ventured out to study Roman’s line by line with another sister and it is proving to be fruitful. So check this, Paul states, “  Paul, a servant of Christ Jesus, called to be an apostle, set apart for the gospel of God”.     

 

When we read many of the epistles we realize that Paul identifies his name, purpose and calling before continuing to say what he has to say. At first I was meditating on being a servant. Am I really a servant of Jesus Christ or someone who just calls His name and uses Him when it is convenient.

When people think of a servant they think of slaves or people who work in hospitality. That person is under the authority of another. They have transferred their will and power to another. Paul was saying, “I am a bond servant of Jesus Christ”. So today I tell you. I am a bond servant of Jesus Christ. I am a slave to Christ.

We have such a warped view of slavery because of the horror’s that have occurred through out the world. More specially in the United States in the name of Christ. Yes, many of them took the Bible out of context. No, not all slavery was justified according to the Bible that was only one side. This should not stop us from being bond servants (slaves) to Christ. He is a great Master and God is a great Father.

So I ask myself, “Christina Faith, How are you serving? Am I set apart?” Are you?

Good book to check out Improving Your Serve by Charles Swindol

*This post was written in the summer. I am just getting around to posting it

Apple “notebook” event is on, October 14th!

 

 

 

 

 

If I ever had a healthy addiction it is to my MacBook and Iphone. If you know me it and the Iphone stay by my side . I fast from it occasionally along with Starbucks. I absolutely love the size, weight, and portability of the Macbook White. Yes, I know that they have the Macbook Air but, it does not have any CPU power and everything is an attachment. I am looking forward to seeing what they produce.  Therefore, I will pass. 

Keep Your Eyes Open

I’m A Fanatic For Not Kissing Till Marriage!

So I had a conversation with some family members about why I abstain from kissing and sexual activity. It’s nothing new for me. The convo was interesting and I was told it’s unnatural. Nothing I havn’t heard before. No hard feelings I love them all the more because they get me to defend the faith. I think I am an apologist. It was good though. I realized just how crazy God’s system is to the world. In the midst of it I was given one of the greatest compliments of life. “You Don’t Want To Be A Fanatic”. Ahh what an honor to be called a Fanatic for Jesus Christ. You know we can talk about what Christian’s have wrongfully done in the name of Christ but let’s name what He has done through us in the positive as well. I keep hearing the words of Paul “All those who desire to live godly will be persecuted”. If you desire to live godly be ready to answer for it! So here are some reason’s why I abstain. You can call it legalism. But that just says that you don’t know what legalism is

 

1. My body is the temple of the Holy Spirit.
2. I desire to remain physically and emotionally pure until marriage.
3. I want my first kiss and touch with my husband to be a moment that is “Worth the wait”.
4. My flesh is weak.
5. The word of God clearly speaks against sexual impurities.
6. I made a covenant with God 4 years ago and I am determined not to break it with His Strength.
7. It is completely against the world’s standards!

That’s enough for now. Check the video below. I choose it because it has the lyrics:

Have you seen her? by Daniel Unger

I’ve spent the years searching for her, making many mistakes~
False discoveries and soul ties, no longer can I risk take…
I’ve realized that my own emotions betray me~
Blinding my eyes, motioning to slay me…
No, I’m not crazy, but often in a confused state~
Like a homeless wino passing up an unused plate…
Of food, yes I am on the hunt for my missing rib~
Entering a journey where almost every Christian slips…
Listening to the soft still voice amidst all the distraction~
Following God and learning to stay in His traction…
Yes, He’s tracking the one whom I seek in due time~
But how will I recognize this one whose mine?…
So I ask Him to let her character of Godliness be revealed~
Now in this time of peace, my eyes’ scales are seen pealed…
I finally understand the qualities that I’ve been searching for~
A woman who considers the things of this world worthless scorn…
From the earth is formed a woman of love, joy, and gentleness~
Her goodness and faith show what sentimental is…
Not legalistic but she knows that all things aren’t expedient~
Willing to put off desires that are immediate…
She’d rather provide remediate for a depraved land~
Seeking to please the Lord and free slaved man…
She rejects the passions of this downtrodden society~
From sex, money, to fashion, she’s not down, but plod in propriety…
Ignored by most because she doesn’t follow the world’s trends~
She may not show it but there’s no end to this girl’s ends…
Treasure stored in heaven, consider her a diamond in the rough~
Woman of umatched virtue, shining in the tough-est…
Of circumstances, not excessive, rather modest in appearance~
But flawless in character because it’s God she’s adhering…
Mirrored in Christ’s image with a desire for holiness~
Avoids that which appears evil, her form is only His…
Careful in talk, she only speaks that which is edifying~
Telling truth even when it hurts instead of lying…
Submissive to her husband and regards his decisions~
And when he is fumbling, she guards and convicts him…
She has conviction to continually die to self~
Leave pride and wealth and putting “I” on shelf…
A lost diamond that’s perfect cut but not lavish either~
So I gotta ask… have you seen her?…

I thank you Lord for having revealed your standard of a wife to me and the specific characteristics and attributes that she will have. I realize that part of the reason as to why I have gotten caught up in premature emotional attachments is because I didn’t have a set standard layed out as to whom my wife should be. Now I will be careful and gentle with each diamond that comes my way, that represents my sisters in Christ by being obedient to God and the boundaries which He has set in place. I know that through observing the facets of your diamonds from a friendship level then you will reveal whom my wife is and I will not attach myself to another diamond that may look pretty, gleaming real nice, but is not the one which will give You ultimate glory. In all of this Lord, you know the desires of my heart to have a Godly marriage which is a ministry unto others and I trust and thank you for Your will having already been accomplished. In Jesus name. Amen

Daniel Unger

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